I can feel the rough rope Gently caressing my neck Embracing it like an old friend I'm not afraid, I'm just tired So very tired of everything
So I take a deep breath, 1, 2, 3... And in a passionless swift move I kick the bench under my feet Dance in the air for a little while Until I finally find my peace
Note 1: this poem was reported and taken out of HP. After a review, it went back on (gladly Eliot York has more sense than the one who flagged it). Note 2: if you're having this kind of thoughts, please, talk about it. Seek help! Original note: Another nightmare I had last week. Woke up sweating and frantically kicking the air. It's not like suicide is a new thing to me - I attempted it when I was 15... but I haven't had suicidal thoughts in many years. And that's as scary as it gets. I don't wanna give in to them.