It that kind of tired, That sleep can't fix. Its all the Stressors and the problems, Making up the mix. Nightmares playing all the songs, That I don't want to remember. Sitting up late at night, Like its a day in December. No matter what I try, They haunt me day and night. Cause no matter what I do, It never seems quite right. Feeling lazy and real sad Not even sure what's this bad. Feel depressed and quite down. Still no smile, just a frown. What i'm feeling, can't explain World's closing in of all this pain Words can't say it, songs can't sing it Only my mind can believe it . What i'm feeling i'm not sure, Though my music is my cure. Feeling down, don't know why Play some music, life's a high. I love my music, that I know. People watching, but here's no show. So this poem, might not make sense. Its just my way to vent.