I cant ever find the right words to say. If it's about love, depression, anything No words Sometimes no feelings How do I express how I feel? How do I show them how much they mean to me? Why am I like this? A messed up person Cant go with given name Cant go with the right gender Wrong pronouns Wrong hairstyle Wrong clothes "Be more feminine" they say "Grow your hair out" But it doesn't feel right Then there's the other people Do what you want What feels right Everything will get better "You didn't **** up. It's ok. It's part of the process" The words my sibling says when I relapse The words that I'm starting to believe every time I sh Its ok. Itll get better People love you for who you are Just around some people You have to fake
Sorry I wrote this at about 2 am when I couldn't sleep