Memories sanctified Can’t lose connection When reveries tranquilized Since its inception Before it was only Alone in the night Though enlightened But frightened The words I would write Illustrated All manner of ways I had dated But never this stage Or this phase Could seem fated And still when the seemingly Meant to be Blinds me Its years in the making Relationships Guide me To doesn’t seem Forced Or rehearsed, Inorganic Just being with one The without Starts to panic