the bottle of pills on my dresser becomes more tempting
or taking the blades out of my razor and killing myself in the shower
jumping out the window it has no bug net
hanging myself with my charger I learned how to tie a noose on Pinterest
"don't worry nothing's wrong"
my mental health jumped off a cliff in October and it already wasn't too good now I'm just holding on cause I'm scared to actually do it but that fear is slowly going away