Why do I get so *******
why do I try to top myself
why do I hate the c88t I call me
what is the reason for my self loathing

I am so ****** angry and vexed
so ****** up in my head
on days like this
I wish I was dead

I hate to hurt like this
is god taking the ******* ****
blood does fill my mouth
for I am twisted and ******

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris