Dec 2024
Its 3 am and its no surprise that im crying again
Why cant i just have one night to not feel so **** weak is that to hard to ask
Who the hell am i kidding so come on in lets start this **** show
****
**** these voices in my head the damage has already been done so why make me go through it all again
All the Words we said cant be unspoken
All the games we played can't be undone
All the accusing and the using never came to an end
Should've left forgot ur name and all the drama u made
After all these years apart thought id be over him
****
**** why does my heart still break fall apart from the memories of him
Gave my all to this man did things for this man that i would never do
Gave him my heart and in return he did me *****
Left me bleeding out on the floor as he walked out the door
Yet after all he put me through i still have love for him
But it will never be the same and all i can do now is be a friend
All the Words we said cant be unspoken
All the games we played can't be undone
All the accusing and the using never came to an end
Should've left forgot ur name and all the drama u made
After all these years apart thought id be over him
He was the love of my life while i was just another notch in his belt
Cried for days at a time missing a man who never gave a **** about me
He moved on to someone else the day we fell apart
While my heart felt like it was missing the other half that made it whole
For two years had me thinking it was all my fault
When the truth is ur the one to blame
All the Words we said cant be unspoken
All the games we played can't be undone
All the accusing and the using never came to an end
Should've left forgot ur name and all the drama u made
After all these years apart thought id be over him
Thought i would never see the light without him by my side
Glad i was wrong now that i found out how to love myself
Know my worth and how i should be treated by a man
It was a long journey to get here with all the wrong turns and bumps
In my way
Finally seeing a way out of the hell he made
The voices weren't so bad after all
Helped me understand that some men arent men at all
He was one of them.
Now it's time for me to get back up and try again find the right one
Now that page is done see u in the next one.
Why cant i just have one night to not feel so **** weak is that to hard to ask
Who the hell am i kidding so come on in lets start this **** show
****
**** these voices in my head the damage has already been done so why make me go through it all again
All the Words we said cant be unspoken
All the games we played can't be undone
All the accusing and the using never came to an end
Should've left forgot ur name and all the drama u made
After all these years apart thought id be over him
****
**** why does my heart still break fall apart from the memories of him
Gave my all to this man did things for this man that i would never do
Gave him my heart and in return he did me *****
Left me bleeding out on the floor as he walked out the door
Yet after all he put me through i still have love for him
But it will never be the same and all i can do now is be a friend
All the Words we said cant be unspoken
All the games we played can't be undone
All the accusing and the using never came to an end
Should've left forgot ur name and all the drama u made
After all these years apart thought id be over him
He was the love of my life while i was just another notch in his belt
Cried for days at a time missing a man who never gave a **** about me
He moved on to someone else the day we fell apart
While my heart felt like it was missing the other half that made it whole
For two years had me thinking it was all my fault
When the truth is ur the one to blame
All the Words we said cant be unspoken
All the games we played can't be undone
All the accusing and the using never came to an end
Should've left forgot ur name and all the drama u made
After all these years apart thought id be over him
Thought i would never see the light without him by my side
Glad i was wrong now that i found out how to love myself
Know my worth and how i should be treated by a man
It was a long journey to get here with all the wrong turns and bumps
In my way
Finally seeing a way out of the hell he made
The voices weren't so bad after all
Helped me understand that some men arent men at all
He was one of them.
Now it's time for me to get back up and try again find the right one
Now that page is done see u in the next one.
