I spent so many years just counting minutes in my head and chasing after Time in ways that almost left me dead I pushed the pedal forward harder than I knew I should the faster I could get through this, the better, for my good
I followed ticks and tocks of clocks wherever I would go and learned to read their exit signs so nobody would know that in my head, an hour more meant many hours less with all the things I know I need to face and not forget
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“И Сам отошел от них на вержение камня, и, преклонив колени, молился, говоря: Отче! о, если бы Ты благоволил пронести чашу сию мимо Меня! впрочем не Моя воля, но Твоя да будет.” От Луки 22:41-42