Spilling your heart out onto someone who won't care,
Contemplating all the love we shared.
Love?
Ha, it cannot be so,
A boy as book smart as you should know.
Was it ever love?
Or just you "above?"
Something inside me has already died,
And yet the pain can never subside.
You've unknowingly broken my heart in two,
Well at least I know the real you.
Your immaturity is never-ending,
But too much time I'm spending,
Dreaming unwanted dreams,
Though never as it seems,
Why did I ever say, "I love you,"
Figured I'm not the one for you.
You seem oblivious in everything you do,
You've hurt me deeply; black and blue.
Why do I still dream of you,
If only this feeling I could undo,
Because you make me more than depressed,
You think I'm impressed?
But I'm never going to hide my pain again,
After all, this is the end.
I'm free to excel in life,
Without the pain of a sharp knife,
Stabbing at my heart,
Thank God we're apart!
I'm at a place now where I can be free,
From all the pain you've caused me; all the misery.