i feel like i'm numbing my feelings,
i got along fine before you,
but now...
i don't know what to do
i guess i was too reliant on your company,
you made me feel safe.

now i'm trying to get myself out there,
i can't do it.
i want to cry

you tore down my confidence and my self-esteem
you broke me
you took away what made me, me
i tried so hard before you to be content with life
and i was
...
being with you brought me back down

i gave you my all,
my love, my body, my soul
i let you in
and you gave up on me
i'm not worth it? hurting over a **** like you isn't
i put up with so much of your ****
all the **** time

i put up with all of it and i never let you go
i should've said this to you when i had the chance
being in front of you makes me freeze
i can't hurt you intentionally,
i know how it feels to be broken

what did i even mean to you?
how could you let go so fast?
out of an impulse??
over the phone?

you're not worth it,
you're the black dots of gum on the sidewalk,
****
i'm out of love with you,
i'm hurt
i don't understand
my friends say the reason for the break up shows up later on, just wait for it
he's not worth it, he's not worth it, he's not worth it, he's not worth it, he's not worth it, he's not worth it

all i ever did was love you, and you left.
all i ever wanted more of you when you started to slip
and you left
all i wanted was you
that's all i wanted
you, you, you

you turned me into this mess,
you made me bitter,
you never did enough to fix the small problems,
You apologized, but then you did it again
the last time we fought it was about communication, my fault
i was always the type to hold in my feelings,
but you gave up
you let me down and you could never bring me back up

my feet are cold, my heart is cold, my room is cold, i'm cold
just let me be *numb