I don't want to close my eyes my love for when I do I see your soul illuminated by the sun transparent, open and loving. My last memory of you before you walked out of my life, before you put up your walls again, before you shut the door.
I don't want to close my eyes my love for when I do I see your love and I feel every emotion I felt on that perfect day. Every way you made me feel free before you forced my heart to be locked away in this cage.
I don't want to close my eyes my love for when I do I see you in front of me so vivid, so real that I reach out to hold you in my arms again, to tell you I love you, but then you disappear the way you've disappeared from my life so suddenly.
Closing my eyes used to lift me up into dreams of our future. Now it crushes me on the cold floor of reality.