I woke up with sweat dripping down my face and my throat raw from screaming.
I let the demons in.
I let them burn my heart.
I let them steal your away.
I am asking for one night of sleep and dreams that don't involve you leaving.
But you're gone.
But you're with her.
But you left me alone  again...
Demons told me it was time to end it all.
They said it was the only way.
They said I had no reason to live.
They said love would never come for me.
So I laughed at these demons and I took their warnings with tears running down my face,...
And I took that blade and slit my throat before I could really feel the pain of being alone..
Before I could think.
Before I could remember.