A good cry
Maybe that's all I need
A good cry to empty all of my sorrow and disintegrate all feelings of dismal

Maybe that's all I need in life
Until I'm able to numb my feelings away and finally become the stoic person I've always wanted to be

Maybe then,
If I cleanse myself of all emotion,
I'll be happy
Simply happy

Not stuck thinking about you 24/7
Not stuck staring at your lips every time you talk
Not stuck wanting you because
god
That's all I need

Please