when i write
i am just adding
to all existing false moments
when i write
i am only advocating
for what is long dead
in my heart
skipping the exposition
of a love story
and just cutting to the foreboding part

to confess my sins
in case something happens

to spend every sundown
at the graveyard writing
to feel just as dead afterwards as you
and that i'm sorry
i am sorry for something too