i think ill always remember you
sometimes i forget that we dont talk anymore i wished we were still both happy and satisfied with just talking with each other
when i see you in my dreams we are happy nothing is impossible, ruined and gone yet
i miss hearing about what you did at school, whenever you got your hair cut, or just reading those “how are you” messages
i hope just once that you felt the way as how i feel about you
i still know those small details about you, you like going to that skate park during the summer sometimes with your friends the one near your apartment, your small complaints about the weather in washington, that one friend of yours that you didn’t always like that you would tell me about, or about how your sister was moving out to go to college and how you felt about it
im sorry that i ruined us i dont know why i was always angry with you and how i made you always apologize for the smallest things now i am apologizing for the biggest thing i ever done to hurt you
i would do anything just to be in the moment with you again not knowing what was gonna happen just us having fun playing games
i want to look forward to something again, looking forward to get home and talk to you like how i almost used to do on a daily basis
or writing your initial on all my assignments accidentally spelling out your name on my homework or thinking of you whenever i saw the word future
i recall how i thought that you actually liked spending time with me well at least you did before
i die to be just friends with you again i will every time always love you over and over thank you for being apart of my everything.