I stand alone, sea sick, on this voyage through the firey pits of my self destructive mind. I see the waves crashing back and fourth as I think about you and what you're doing over there on the east coast. I see the fire rise in my chest when I remember you have my heart out there in the green fields of North Carolina.. And I wonder... Can I have that back? You see you never did understand the concept of one and one makes two... It was more of one times one. You never could grasp my love for you was so extreme I could barely walk talk or act when you came near. There are nothing but grey clouds threatening to take down this ship I call My Life. And as the ship makes it's way through the rough water treading water barely staying afloat, I start to sink... But what did you expect from a girl with anchors on her feet? My first mate jumped **** back east and here I stand watching him paddle to shore without a wave farewell.