Laid my eyes on u in September didn’t know ill be staring for this long.
I guess you don’t remember, but no distance has ever felt this wrong.
In November, you shined as bright as an ember, you are the only one that could keep my attention this long.
I’d been told by countless people, that your kind of love is evil.
But I guess I was willing to risk it all. Like they say love is the devil.
You had me wound around your finger, draped me in the finest of fantasies.
Now I’m stripped of all the warmth you ever gave me, it’s so cold but you’ve been set free.
I’ve tried countlessly and many times, to not look at you, not to give a ****.
But it’s just so hard for my heart to comprehend, is it the same you? Then love is a scam.
Now it’s the next year, another September. I still see you vividly in my dreams.
I try to act like I don’t care, but my hiding isn’t as good as it seems.
I’m living a double life now, my heart is torn at the seams,
I’m still coming to terms that, you’re no longer in love with me.
People have told me to forget about you in so many instances
But all I can do is love you all year round, from a distance.