Is it suitable To retreat from the crowd's gaze Cloaked in solitude's embrace While the world observes
Is it suitable To remain silent amed kin While shards of self scatters Like fractured glass
Is it suitable To shed tears unending Longing for affection To shroud haunting memories
Is it suitable To let crimson rivers flow Yearning for absolution As shadows converse
Is it suitable To confide in you thus Praying for a gental touch
Is it suitable To question endlessly When escape feels futile
Is it suitable To simply exist as I am
I've always had problems with my anxiety. Everytime someone looks at me, it feels like someone is reading a book about me. Knowing every little detail about me, what scares me and the reasons for my scars. So in turn, I look away in fear that it could ever be the case.