Now you don’t love me as I envisioned,
caged by walls of quiet restriction.
I sought you even when you were two feet away from me, but that person is missing
your soul is unreachable, I call, but you don’t listen.
Now my heart is full with incision, the pain has thickened.

I once saw you in a way beyond the vision,
hold you tight until your pain was ridden,
grasped the real meaning of your words with concision,
I was the ocean where you floated, safe from submersion.

Why did you choose me, show me rainbows when there was no rain?
Unveiled the darkness and the depth that I maintain,
Sheltered my fragile world, made it my domain,
Understood my thoughts without the need to explain.

Now you’re gone, and I’ve returned to my old ways,
Wandering the streets without a destination,  
Living in a world in my mind of my creation,
Searching for salvation in a fractured imagination.

So on the ground, I lie,
Lost and drifting far astray.
Life moves on, slipping away,
On fleeting lust, I rely,
Wishing for my soul to stay.