call me up late let's go out again wait in your car until i come down
we drive the old way never had plans unguarded hearts synchronally pound
til one beats astray my needs felt like demands leaving with things as they are unsorted and sore throughout
you lead me to the plank but closed your eyes when you pushed me in somehow you wish me harm but can't stomach to see it play out
it's just another day i keep staring at my hands things only stretch so far so i learn to live without
i'm too raw to rain on your parade but i know who i am and i play nice even when it is hard remembering what goes around comes back around and round
i'm on a raft drifting away you're stranded on that island amounting to a sum less than all your parts you won't find me on the rebound i'm free now i'm somewhere feeling loved by now i ride right by that lighthouse and feel so merciful to be unbound from your doubt
i'm my own friend
i'll draw a silly face on a volleyball and be okay i know real life isn't castaway and i'm not tom hanks but most of all i'm no longer astray