more? there’s nothing to give. not with my sore pale hands clutching every last fiber that stands between our two shapes. not with my bloodshot eyes pleading for responses that eat at every surface. not with my black dying heart wincing at the sight of every disaster that, in vain, keeps me alive. not with my hollow brain the fight or flight tendencies defining the reactions i give.
you want more? there’s nothing to give. there never was anything to give.
i’m still struggling to make friends. sometimes i think there is something wrong with me.