It's been a while Reading more with a new mindset Learning to do things differently Getting older can't do it the same Relying on basics being technical Sister is getting married happy for her Nephew and niece are growing up Dealing with a terrible lead Loyalty is lost the betrayal is real Trying to find balance between work Have a life outside of the drama Separated from everything feeling isolated Reading more not holding back Once near death trying to live Blessed and humble for a second chance Trying to be there fear of missing out Learning to say NO after being used Burnt out focused on healthy relationships Starting new friendships positive growth