Why do I feel like this?
Why am I rude to everyone?
Why do I keep hurting everyone?
Am I losing myself?

I can't handle this pain,
I'm not able to handle it,
It feels unbearable.

I just want to shut down everything.
Escape from everything and everyone,
In a far away place,
Alone,
All alone.
That's where my peace is,
That's how I can be happy.

I want to stay still,
Do nothing,
Hear nothing,
See nothing,
Feel nothing,
Silence,
Where all silence speaks.