i don't want to love you anymore
i gave you five years to prove me right
the choice was yours

caring is an awful chore
why should i keep watch all night
when there's nothing worth staying for

i could wait in the cold
in case you might return
or i could do what you did and just go

is it worse to by haunted by what you know
or purposefully hurt
and tortured by what you don't

when your bullets ricochet
and your whites turn to red
and you're wondering if you can still be saved

i cannot wait
until you feel ready to regret your bets
maybe someone stronger would stay

and maybe someone different can help
you become the best version of yourself

because right now you're hard to witness
turned off by the lack of awareness