He's on my mind My family ...well ...I don't know why but I think they tolerate me And I have 18 year old despising me Because the last time I had a life was better to them When I was giving When I was always doing what they wanted me to The truth in my head is uhhh ...nevermind I sort of don't even wanna ask Why I miss my lover and he's one hour way tripping on my spin ....a.k.a Who I was .... No job Yet I'm doing all I can to become some better then tonight My sister bday and all I could afford was wine I kinda like when I was away They kinda like when I was there type I wonder what you liked about me ...yea... I wonder