Stay connected they told the young me, but later the older me suspected the reasoning behind this was that they wanted control,
so the old me disconnected from what I saw and let them see a new me and they didn't like that.

Outside their loop, it was more difficult but not impossible, I just needed a new frame of reference or to connect off-grid to an off grid connection.

we get to where we should be when the time is right which is a truth we cannot fight.

I'm tuned in now
and on the right frequency
where static doesn't bother me
and
She turns the dial.