Not so, really, the seat of spring, a car of dark cloths, the voice of boys and whispers. Do it.
Do it, the lion sleeps tonight playing on the radio. Do it.
Forty years the lion is awake. I remain in the back, handblack, churning. My stomach is den solid now and hungers for the shallow response. The song played then shouts out loud.
Do it. I wrestled with it, and drowned.
The lion sleeps not I think. I see the mane of his black head, the italian tomorrow of my fourteenth year roared from him.
I did it in the maw of that music. I held onto the ****, pretended to feed the wimoway. Never done.
I did it to the music of the ******* who whispered to me of the jungle. I did it to the tune of the ***** that pinned me to the mighty song.
The lion sleeps. I think not yet. Snickersnack the wimoway is whacked low and I drown in the song. I did it, like a nun who fears perdition if she drops the rosary.
The lion sleeps tonight. In the jungle the ******* NewYork night pads on and on. I don’t sleep.
Caroline Marie Shank
March 9, 2001
Written several years ago. I feel compelled to look back