I enter the sanctuary my hand traces the brown skin of the smooth wood atop the last pew where Saint James sits every Sunday morning, his slender body planted in spit-shined shoes that reflect the light of that sacred space the light that pours from each tortured soul that sings the praise, joy, pain, and love inked in the green hymnals that we open, feeling with our thumbs the edges of pages gathered over ages from the fervent hearts and minds of our faithful progenitors.
I will hug and touch the shoulders and backs of my fellow believers who will grace these pews, beating hearts scattered like red pearls of love in the perfectly aligned rows where each of us broken beautiful brothers and sisters will sit and listen to the Word stand and sing and breathe in and out the same Spirit that cracked open his heart and bled the universe.
I myself broken and opened am here where finally I belong among my fellow travelers pilgrims one and all living our salvation among each other shoulder to shoulder heart to heart cheeks traced by tears of joy, sorrow, faith and hope we, tied together by Love.