When the night creeps up and the street lights come on, sometimes I'm transported to your childhood home. The rain is still falling and there you are walking. I pull up beside you and there you were sopping wet but I still let you in and in ways, you never left. In times im alone, I go back to our memories. and when I look at my phone, I know you wont be calling. After all these years I'm still droning on about the girl I never really had yet I still write these songs. Im still hung up on yesterdays but its been you all along but ive got to let you go now even if I dont know how. It's just the sound of you that I love and the way your hand fit in mine like some magical glove. I whisper my secrets above right up to the stars that you say you don't believe in anymore If loving you intially wasnt a sin it for sure is now.
and I don't know how to go on without you. I cant help but fall down try to evaluate the truth. I decide on solitude and doubt and you moved on without me. I think when you heard my voice its was you then that was doubting.
and there's a new girl in my life now and shes a renowned artist like you A Leo Sun and Mercury too and co star never fails to remind me that it's similar to you. but I refuse to hear her voice even after these 7 months I refuse to let her in and fall in love. She's everything I've wanted cause it's always been you but her face is like mine and I can see the shades of blue in her eyes and then I cry im stuck at a crossroads like the one I picked you up at and im unsure of what to do.
and I dont know how to go on without you. I cant help but fall down try to evaluate the truth. I decide on solitude and doubt and you moved on without me. I think when you heard my voice its was you then that was doubting.
Im letting you go and I'd be lying if I said the key wasn't above the door. Ive washed up ashore but I'm sober and bored. It's like I liked the turbulence and the rush of it all. Cause when I felt like I was drowning I thought of all the memories of my surroundings there's no beach here but we were there in less ways than most. I know the reason I left from that place and moved further from the coast. Being here with you in those days, felt like home. I just never told you that and I was always fleeting on four wheels of chrome. I never knew why I was running and I still dont know to this day but in the late nights when the street lights come on I find myself say
and I dont know how to go on without you. I cant help but fall down try to evaluate the truth. I decide on solitude and doubt and you moved on without me. I think when you heard my voice its was you then that was doubting.