when did we start sharing?
knowing creeps into
the lonely bearing
brought in somewhere the caring
wind out the cave
found me staring

"do you know
how to be?"
I said: "I could do once, maybe"
"what do you even see?"
"glasses on or off did you mean?"
rambling in between
some wants & some necessities
under feet

defeated, crumbling towers
against rural powers
depleted, hungry for life
or devour?
blind to the eyes
to pass the hour

notice my imprecision
couldn't take not one decision
feeling like I'm the one, the prison
after I've sought it hidden

thought it to head out
turns out I'm going back in the think
do they even hear it shout
the shadow right back in the sink

I'm lying downturned upside the wall
knowing every inch of these halls
convincing myself
I'm never ever gonna fall
that I'd rather sit back
& watch them all

                                                            ­                         -------ravenfeels