Let’s suffer in silence
smile bright
and cry inside
and let our hearts crush
and then wonder why it hurts so much
and then tell others we’re alright
we moved past it all but the worst part is
we can’t stand to look at one another
the fear of looking into each others eyes
and you’d wonder if it’ll give you life or rip your heart  into shreads inside
I’ll tell you this
every time I saw you and you didn’t see me
I use to isolate myself
and go through breathing techniques
so my heart didn’t break it raced out my chest
and then I’d cry and wonder why
the boy I loved became the boy I feared
here it is to the boy I once knew