Counting down the days until graduation. Nobody prepares you for how quickly one last year turns into 14 more days.  Senior sunrise was the kickoff to this year and although sunrise is coming so much faster than I ever expected I'm excited and scared. I've wanted to get away from them as far back as I can remember but was it them or was everything my fault? Did they try everything to help me I was always ungrateful or too emotional. Was my mom really abusive or was I too sensitive? Was my dad violent or was I overdramatic? Were they bad parents or were they just struggling with their own traumas? To the people we all could been if this cycle had ended.