The day it all came out All the anger You loved the job but all the bs rules Contradicting double standard was infuriating Respect for the older gentlemen but those rules trapped in your mind Never good enough maximum effort no emotions Giving your all your everything all heart no glory Determined to win a rigged game Trying to be perfect stopped by flaws Never complimented or given props Always reminded the mistake the mistake always pointed out Every flaw noticed made all the effort lose value Stopped looking for a approval tool charge The only one doing the work going strong blocking out the bs from the lazy