Stomach churning
Knee irking
Weight ballooning
Self-confidence parachuting
Day in day out
It's a scream wanting to shout
A mirror wanting to turn away
As I take in what I am in full dismay
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck me
Fuck me - anger talking
Fuck you - spite retorting
Fuck me - desperation joining the party
Technical confusion
Physical contortion
Emotional intrusion
Personal obstruction
And they roll their eyes to the high heaven
Not enough time to deal with the craven
Searching for a misunderstood form of attention
Staring blankly at a familiar scene panic stricken
Eager depression
Making a concession
Slutty self-pity
Throwing itself a party
Where is the intervention
Can someone please stop the obsession?!
Here, there, nowhere, everywhere
Look and you will find anxiety as your au-pair
Babysitting a overactive imagination
Sabotaging a once gentle loving person