Not able to drive feeling depressed Relying on others is the worse Years of being free to do whatever Hate being limited due to the transplant Not able to lift more than 10 pounds Dropping stuff ***** not able to bend Dealing with the worse people Saw good but proved wrong yet again Poor judgement once again Being aided to do laundry Not on my terms or time On theirs is the worst waiting around Something special and important Not taken serious seen as a vacation Kindness abused hope being drained Sleep deprived by snoring and arguing Rushed when it's your time