What is holding you back? That feeling of fear or being rejected? Is it that little voice in your head that tells you otherwise? Or could it be that your parents have told you so? OR did you hear it from a stranger? Did you dream about it when you were at your lowest? Did you learn to harness that energy? How long did it take for you to actually believe it? How many times were you hurt by words? Before you realized that they were just words? If you are still stuck in this place that is okay.! From what I hear people are still searching for their way out. Some have found their way like no other has before. That is something to be extremely satisfied of! In the end if you can't fiind your way out. Ask for help. Sometimes thats all we need.