Here it is ... My reconciliation statement begins with these questions: Am I the locus of the problem? Am I xenophobic? A supremacist, perhaps? Certainly neither of those but ... Am I complicit? What did I elicit?
Here I am all wrapped up in my trauma bonds hoping someone will help me to see. Maybe I am attracted to wounding. What do I have to do? How am I gonna be?
My pain receptor's cry out: Feed me!!! And this is where my attachments are inflicted and this is when my attachments are conflicted
But now I've found some nurturing and something new is blooming triggered: guard up un-triggered: guard down
I am working through my oppressors and reacquainting myself with allies
It was an invisible war and it is no more because my ceremony of innocence is drowned.
This was written post Emotionally Focused Therapy training in Haines Junction, YT over the ****** Moon, November 2023.