There has to be a way to stay true to that calling inside of me that feels wild and unruly, other worldly and independent while also pursuing a life that has more abundance and conformity, maturity and rules how can I still be an independent thinker in my world while also applying the rules of a corporation for a better paycheck and feel good about that? I want more but I have never been apart of the club The person who agrees with the majority for my own well being Itβs a battle between my morals and my personal gain that I donβt know how to win When you know you can do great things but also worry if the great things are just like lipstick on a pig