i hate how much i think about you
how you pull my hair
kiss my neck with your stubble
i hate how much i think about you
when im with him
him and his ever so wholesome mind
yet you, you make me want
to be consumed whole
****** until i can no longer breathe
i hate how much i think about you
make me scream your name
make me feel the pain
you asked me if you ****** better than he did
and im afraid to say its true
because while im with him
im missing you
the whole of you
can i just say these chemicals
are ******* up my brain
and i hate you for making me feel this way
every ******* day
that passes you aren't pushing me on the sheets
because the devil called
i answered
and now there's no going back

you've ****** me up completely.