Dear diary; I am growing tired of this mind, tired of overthinking, of the endless cycle. "When will this day end? This week, this month, this year?" I grow tired of society and their norms and expectations. I want to enjoy life again, to be free, not just endure, to go through the motions again and again. I try to savor the good times like a rose, to smell it, and see it in all its beauty, until it withers away. Indeed, I am tired of this winter, and all the dreariness it brings. I want to live.