Everyday I live in such despondency Some sort of dark, dark, miracle How I’ve lost you, a ******* travesty You could only tell me that We wanted different things As you wiped tears from my eyes Kissing me, as you watched my soul weep, in such an untimely demise I wish you heard my words As I promised you, that I only wanted you by my side, but all of your fears of my alleged wants and needs How you couldn’t see the little boy dying inside Only aspirations of giving you more The more, I never witnessed as a child The more, that has only left my mind wild I beg one day, that you see me again For I am not this awful man I pray you hear my words If only you could hear them again Maybe just once more, you’ll understand This time