Sometimes he laughs but he's not amused, it pours out of him like a song- rhythmic & calm
Sometimes he pretends but he's not in love, it pours out of him like a script- polite & organized
But if he is genuinely amused you will know and if he is genuinely in love you will know
It will pour out of him like a crime scene in this thoroughly heart lifting yet purely chaotic ******, beautiful mess and in the end it'll be left up to you to pull the caution tape down or stand behind it