I'm looking for someone to replace you
because I miss you
even though I haven't really lost you
and I see you in every passing face
someone that I might be able to love
if I had the capacity
but it seems that I only know how to hurt
and I'm scared of feeling empty
so I claw and I cling
to something intangible
and for a moment I'm whole
for a moment I believe
and I could say I'm sorry a thousand times
and still be the one to leave