I used to wake up every morning, with everything I wanted A warm bed next to a warm soul Now I wake up and pray he will find me again that he will wake up and see all the damage he has caused and return home I need him like a pastor needs his god I miss the gentle glances, potent laughter, the crinkles of the eyes as you smile Yet it seems as if you are too holy, to good, to great to bless me now ......as if I have lost my religion