I like the rush of a first date. The hyperventilating before you decide there is no way you can eat because **** if you puke before you get a kiss from this guy. The running around like a chicken without a head trying to find that cute dress you know you bought last week ******! The failure of getting your makeup just right instead getting it all over your **** face and hands and sink and clothes... then having to change again. The waiting by the door or on the couch in your room unable to think of anything to talk about and wondering what time in the night you'll make an *** of yourself. Or the moment he knocks on the door and you take one last breath before answering and having the most ridiculous grin on your face just to see he has the same stupid smile and sweat on his forehead knowing he probably went through the same **** you did.