depression. its a battle i once faught not really, but thats what i once thought the truth is, its never gonna leave me, cause its always gonna need me i still get down and always will, so when i do, its always gonna feed me the world wants me to fight it, to beat it away to let it know that it has no place to stay but thats not true, cause its a part of me and accepting thats like paying the hardest fee so taking a pill each morning might help me see things 'the right way' but its still gonna surface, not like each day can be the bright day i know thats it normal, and i'm leaning to embrace it rather than fighting and pushing, trying to replace it cause when i get down, man i fall through the floor i lock my heart in a room, and it breaks down the door emotions are living, they want to spread wings and soar and i know thats its true, cause i feel them right to my core