Love family not having kids I can't afford With baby mommas drama Trying to stay sober not smoke *** Numb like a robot no emotions Did wrong not justify it as right Trying to start another argument or fight Chose bad habits over doing what's right No money for the kids feeding addiction Running away from the problem Instead of being responsible Manhood always challenged Doing nothing getting disrespected Mom materialistic feeling abandoned Dad never showed up anxious to meet up The pretend dad made a new family Excluded left out on the outside looking in