Changing can't settle for less
Over all the talk just doing
Would rather be alone
Feeling like I have to behave
A certain way to be accepted
Don't want to let anyone down
Feeling like I'm being set up to fail
Cheating myself waiting to fins out
Anxiety within very unsettling
Heart desires more thankful always
Blessed but impatiently waiting
Trying to explain these feelings
Emotional thoughts deeply impacting
Hard to put the plan into play
My time isn't the right time
God's time and plan is the way
Slowing down appreciate the help
Tired working to pay for insurance
FMLA on a doctor's note
Till the procedure the recovery begins
New liver bouncing back to a better life
Loving everyone health comes first
Never been selfish always been selfless
Not able to be around dealing with an ego
Can't get along always seen as a threat
Had to remove myself not being heard
Not seen as an equal one sided heat