as I watch the protests from within tearing down my streets my people I have come to love and hate this country all at once but in times of trouble and pain the israeli people are my family I feel my heart breaking all over again but as well I remember the tears and blood of the palestianians blood that is still fresh upon the same land for the past 75 years of terror see people think that its just the land of israel or palestine but no its been a land of conflict and pain for a long while a place where the greatest demons fears and patriarchial patterns play out I think that's why its one of the centers of the world probably the only place. You can feel the energies burning through seething I can't explain it only the ones who feel connected to this place feel it its as if the land cries along with its people the scorching sun lights afire and the people are on fire for life for good or bad I know that this place will prevail on in some way my place my israel my falestine my middle east.