if you shatter into a million fragments fallen like a disco ball, i will lift them with both my hands and put you back again. sweating brow and unhappiness i’ll take this weight from off your chest. to live with the regret of losing you would be the worst kind of eternal punishment. it’s a vulnerable hour coarse tongues and sharpened claws. i awake to the shameless sound of your howling bouncing off the walls torn apart. nightfall is brutal but i have the pieces of your heart to wrap around my cold malnourished frame, swallowing me whole involuntarily. it’s all gonna be ok for me.
so, it’s about you, k. it’s also about wanting to fall in love so deeply that their flaws are beautiful paintings in the art gallery to me, and their flaws make them human which makes them pure and meaningful. love :)))) the normal human yearning for peace and adoration.